January 2010
2 posts
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how did i know that it was guna end up this way =/
fuckkkk, i can never do anything right.
i hate who i am…
i fucking want him
the other kid pisses me off, he stresses me out. ughhh! but i love him =/
i think he thinks that im annoying or somethign now
i hate how complicated life is >.<
fuckkk i need to figure myy shit outtt!!! i need jesseeee ):
December 2009
5 posts
I finally saw him, it was surprisingly not akward.
i wis i could see him all the time, thats really bad.
this kids giving me the butterflies alreadyy >.<
idk if thats good or not.
im scared to tell him im really 15.
i know he knows that im attracted to him, but he doesnt know i actally have feelings for him.
im scared.
and what about my baby…
im a horrible person. but idk,...
i’m a horible person, i wish hed get online.
i want to actually see him today, basically for the first time.
i havent known him long at all, but somehow i feel i know him so well, and im confertable with him.
November 2009
3 posts
October 2009
32 posts
I can never be happy, can I?
Everything seems to keep spinning in my life i cant grasp a single thing.
i dont really understand to much right now besides that im alive. things are going by so fast i feel like its slipping through my fingers. i just want everything to slow down so i can enjoy it rather then try to race to it.
Sex, drugs, rock and roll, speed, weed, and birth control; life’s a bitch and then you die, so fuck this world and let’s get high :)
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Stoners live and stoners die, but in the end we all get high; so if in life you dont succeed fuck that shit and smoke some weed.
if sometimes you feel you can’t succeed,
like all you want to do is make yourself bleed,
maybe it’s your life you must feed,
so let’s go chill and smoke some weed <3
When I can finally have her, I love him….. Juat like I finally could have had him. This is so hard, why does this always happen to me :/
~Soo confused!!
It kills me to have to say goodbye to you, but atleast it’s not forever.
“I just feel complete with you by my side.”
– A Day To Remember
The sky isn’t the limit, It’s only the begining.
I love sleep. My life tends to fall apart when I’m awake, you know?
And the only good part is you, but you’re not always here; And I just can’t sleep without you.
NAADIVA: I have five dollars.
MANDY: And I have a dollar
NAADIVA: And together we make cigarettes!
HAILEYY: You’re going to have cigarettes pop out’ve your vag?
^^^ lmao I love my friends! <33333
This is going to be a long month :/ Everthing will be okay baby, I pinky promise…. no crossies count.
Love never dies if you don’t want it to. <3
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There is no possible way, that I could even begin to express how I feel about you with just stupid words.
As of now this is how it is, your close friends become your worst enemies, lollipops turn into cigarettes, the innocent ones turn into sluts, cell phones are being used in class, detention becomes suspension, soda becomes vodka, bikes become cars, undies turn into g-strings. remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When we couldn’t wait to goto school tomorrow? when...
Maybe, just maybe more people do care than I thought, but then again maybe not. I miss the good old days.
I love you. I love you. I love you. Always!
You should know that no matter what happens, I will never, ever leave you, in a million fucking years. I will always be here for you, I promise.
Calm down sugar, I’m a diabetic.
cross off things you've done in your life.
Graduated High School. Kissed someone. Smoked cigarettes. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. Gone long periods of time with out sleep. Lied to someone. Been dumped. Failed a class. Smoked weed. Dealt drugs. Taken a college level course. Been in...
